Hi everyone., thanks for the support. Here are my stats: 40yrs old, 6ft, weighing around 190 (yikes!) not exactly sure what bf is, the mirror tells me its high. i think around 22-25%. Anyways., i know i have been fighting with whether or not i want to bodybuild or stick with fitness model competitions., and i know i need to make a decision because i keep bouncing back from getting big to getting lean.
Everytime i attempt to lift heavy and eat more calories., i start to feel fat and i go back to wanting to be lean.
Anyways., i would like to get back down to 170 and take it from there. Looking to compete in 2009. I did my first contest in May 2008 at the Ava Cowans' Fame Tropical in Ft. Laud. I loved it!!!
So, today i start back on my journey. I will start a journal as so many of you suggested that i do. Let me know any of your thoughts and suggestions.
I tried to post a profile pic that comes up when i post, but havent figured it out!! Im not very computer literate. Although, if you click on my username., i was able to post one pic. The pic is 7 days out from contest.